Josie's Journey

I was so full of hope in my last post. I thought we'd spend a few nights at NYU, capture a seizure on an EEG, and get Josie in the trial for epidiolex . Well, that wasn't quite the turnout. Actually, we are more confused now than we were before going to NYU for the week. So, Josie was admitted on a Tuesday. It was the only time I actually hoped for her to have a seizure. We needed it to be captured and it had been a few days since her last one, so chances were good that she would have one. Well, she sure did put on a perfect performance on Wednesday night. I noticed that her usual restless activity changed by the sound of her breathing. Rich and I recently realized that it's the sound of her breathing that lets us know it's starting to happen. She started to stiffen and went on to have a 12 minute seizure. A few minutes in, we gave her the Medazalin spray. It's the new rescue med that Dr. Davinsky prescribed. She continued to stiffen on and off, and after a

Josie and I will be driving into the city today to stay at NYU hospital for a few nights. I'm actually pretty excited about this stay. And not just because I get to order city take-out food again. This past Tuesday we went to see Dr. Orrin Devinsky, Director of the NYU Comprehensive Epilepsy Center. Dr. D is the Neurologist running the trial for Epidiolex , the pharmaceutical anti-seizure marijuana drug. Medical marijuana, medically known as cannibidiol (CBD), for seizures became all the rage this past year with a strain called "Charlottes Web." Families are moving to Colorado, where it is currently legal, to treat their children. Despite all the hype, thanks to CNN's Sanjay Gupta and other primetime specials on Charlottes Web, it's not necessarily the miracle cure for all. I just came across the latest insights. A friend recently put me in touch with a father of a child who is part of the NYU trial for the new drug and this dad highly recommended that we see

Yesterday was the perfect beautiful brisk Autumn Sunday. Rich took Tanner to flag football and I was planning to take Josie to a lunch party for my friend's nephew who has Autism. It had been a week since Josie's last seizure, so naturally I was on high alert. But, I was hoping that since adding Onfi to her medicinal cocktail, the seizures would be done with and we'd have no issues going to the party together. We'd go after her nap. I took out a pretty outfit since she rarely gets to dress up due to 'round the clock therapy. I wanted to take a shower while she napped, but I knew I couldn't take my eyes off of her. It's funny how sometimes I just know it's going to happen. Maternal instinct, perhaps. And then it started. I saw her starting to stiffen and I quickly jumped into action all while thinking, f#@%!, I'm by myself. I put her on her side. Grabbed the Diastat from the drawer. This will be the first time at the higher dose (7.5) of Diast

There's a song I hear often on my favorite indie station, SiriusXMU, called 'Somebody Who.' It's by Au Revoir Simone and it goes.. I need somebody who can stay awake, somebody who..can stay awake." I don't know what Au Revoir Simone means by it, but I know that I definitely need somebody who can stay awake - all night! The good news is that we're close to getting that person. I started the process for home nurse care through the state before the summer. It's been months of operating on very little sleep. I've mentioned before that Josie can and has had seizures in the middle of the night - anytime really - and someone has to be watching her at all times. I got a call yesterday letting me know we've been approved for nurse care and there are just a few more steps to go! So, I'm thinking in two or three weeks we will (fingers crossed) have a night nurse and we will be able to sleep again! Last week Josie had three grand mal seizures

There is something I want to follow up on from the post I wrote on April 14 titled And now we have a diagnosis . I talked about our experience in the geneticist's office when he explained to us that Josie has foxg1. There was something he said to us that made the walls of his office close in and left us questioning how we could get through our days. After he told us the pretty dismal prognosis for a life with foxg1, I asked the elephant-in-the-room question: what is the lifespan? He said "teens" with a shrug, as if that's hopeful. That was when we asked him to give us some time alone. I won't get into the emotions and thoughts that overwhelmed us at that time and made the next few weeks very hard to bear. But, a few weeks later I spoke on the phone with Dr. Paciorkowski who is one of the three doctors doing research on fox1. He is Senior Instructor of Neurology, Pediatrics, and Biomedical Genetics at the University of Rochester Medical Center and he has

How Nicole Zeitzer Johnson, Communications Director and Special Needs Parent, Does It By NICOLE ZEITZER JOHNSON, AS TOLD TO KJ DELL'ANTONIA AUGUST 27, 2014 3:20 PM September 3, 2014 10:37 am Nicole Zeitzer Johnson is the director of communications at Qello, a digital streaming service for full-length concerts and music documentaries, and the mother of two children, Tanner, 7, and Josie, 2. Josie has a rare genetic neurological condition called FoxG1, which is associated with impaired development. In the “How I Do It” series, Motherlode asks parents, from members of Congress to retail clerks, to share “how they do it” on one typical day. We’re spending the summer in Montauk. My son goes to camp out here. I was hesitant to do it this year because our neurology team is by our home in Port Washington, and the nearest hospital isn’t close, but our doctors all said do it. Live your life. So we’re here. This morning we got up at 7:30. Someone sleeps in the bed with Josie every n

Josie turned a corner this week in her walker. She would always just push herself a few steps backwards, but now she is taking steps forward! Her foot positioning might not be there yet, but it doesn't matter right now. Isn't that what 'baby steps' means? She is wearing her new AFOs (ankle foot orthodics). They were molded to fit her perfectly and then painted with hearts :) She's so fancy. It's still hard for her to keep her head up while using her leg muscles, but again, she'll get there. Go Josie Go! * Step is a song by Vampire Weekend (I've actually mentioned it before).