And now we have a diagnosis.
[This is the blog post written in 2014 when we got Josie's diagnosis and years before I knew I'd be co-founding the FOXG1 Research Foundation to find a cure]
On April 8th I got the call we have been waiting for since November. Katie, from Dr. Iglesias' office (the Geneticist at Columbia), asked "Is now a good time?" I said "yes." I think I held my breath in those few seconds between my apprehensive "yes" and her telling me the "gene mutation we found in Joise is..."
She explained that Josie has something called Congenital Rett Syndrome. No, that can't be it, Josie was tested for Rett Syndrome a year ago.
But this is Congenital variant of Rett Syndrome and is caused by a different gene than the MECP2 gene that is responsible for about 90% of all Rett Syndrome cases. Josie has a mutation on her FOXg1 gene. There is a significant difference. Most Rett Syndrome children develop quite well until about 18 months, but the word Congenital, which comes with the FOXg1 variant, means it started at birth.
From the evening of April 8th until our appointment with Dr. Iglesias on April 10th, I read everything I could about Rett Syndrome. While I felt devastated and deflated of the hope that no-diagnosis provided, I took some comfort in a few things: Retts isn't that rare; it's one in every 10,000 to 20,000. The foundation, the IRSF, is very well established and the research has come a long way; they're in Phase Two of some clinical trials. The community through the IRSF is tremendous. I felt comforted by being amongst a large group of parents.
That quickly changed when we sat down in Dr. Iglesias' office. Josie's disorder is crazy rare. She presents similar to Retts, yes, but FOXG1 is different, there are 93 known children with it in the world.
Josie's mutation was caused by what's known as a "missense" mutation of her gene. Basically that means that two letters in the gene code were flip-flopped. And of the 93 kids with FOXg1 known worldwide at this point, so far, we only know of one other with the same gene type of mutation.
Rich and I are not carriers. She didn't get this from us, she likely created it herself at conception. It's possible it was in either the egg or the sperm and that is why it wasn't found in our genome tests, but it is more likely that it started within Josie. Genetic disorders have to start somewhere. And it is very unlikely to have anything to do with Josie being IVF. It is truly no ones fault.
We sat in the doctor's office and received the worst news a parent could possibly get. He said he wants us to know what to be prepared for so we can have everything Josie needs.
He said seizures are very likely. Although she has been tested four times for seizures and all tests were negative, we believe the "attacks" she has are seizure related. She has two types of attacks that we named her "eye attacks," which happen daily, and the "bad attacks," which (knock on wood) we have not seen in more than a week. I will get into those in another post. Mind you, there are FOXG1 kids without seizures.
I believe Dr. Iglesias wanted to paint the worst-case-scenario for us, or at least just tell us what he knows from the not-so-many kids who have this. He said she may stay right where she is for a few years, but eventually her muscles will start to tighten and it might become harder to swallow, perhaps breathe, and move. She may need a peg tube in her belly to stay nourished. And he told us one day we may even consider an assisted living place for her if around-the-clock care is too difficult to manage at home. Well, that's not happening. And we'll cross that bridge IF we come to it. The worst words ever uttered to my face came when I asked what her life expectancy is and he said, maybe teens. But since then, I've read about FOXG1 kids in their 20s.
There is much more to tell about this syndrome and this blog will continue to be the place where I do.
I don't know if I can ever express how I feel. It's a wave of so many emotions - some, there are no words for. Sleeping is difficult; I've been feeling faint and foggy; I'm overcome with a sadness unlike anything I've ever known before. I'm exhausted and for the first time in my life I don't know if I can stay strong. I just want to protect my children. I want to protect Tanner from feeling how Rich and I feel. Tanner has such a beautiful view of his baby sister. He knows things are harder for her, but he is positive. He always says things like, "When Josie talks, she's going to say..." Or, "When Josie walks, she's going to play with my toys." I want to protect her from pain. I want to help her, help her, help her. I have this overwhelming energy to make a difference - this feeling of knowing that I can do something to help.
Our precious, smiling, laughing, beautiful baby girl has a real syndrome that will make life very difficult for her. I don't think I will ever accept the dismal prognosis. In my heart I don't believe it. They haven't seen Josie yet. I've always said this will be Josie's story to tell one day and I will hold on to that belief. I have to. And I ask anyone else thinking of Josie to do the same. Please keep positive thoughts for her. She's only two (and almost a half) years old and she has parents and family who will stop at nothing for her.
No matter what Josie does or doesn't do, we couldn't love her more. She brings pure joy to this world and in our eyes she is perfect.
Some pictures:
Josie with her biggest fan, Macy!
Wild hair - don't care.
Trying on glasses!
On April 8th I got the call we have been waiting for since November. Katie, from Dr. Iglesias' office (the Geneticist at Columbia), asked "Is now a good time?" I said "yes." I think I held my breath in those few seconds between my apprehensive "yes" and her telling me the "gene mutation we found in Joise is..."
She explained that Josie has something called Congenital Rett Syndrome. No, that can't be it, Josie was tested for Rett Syndrome a year ago.
But this is Congenital variant of Rett Syndrome and is caused by a different gene than the MECP2 gene that is responsible for about 90% of all Rett Syndrome cases. Josie has a mutation on her FOXg1 gene. There is a significant difference. Most Rett Syndrome children develop quite well until about 18 months, but the word Congenital, which comes with the FOXg1 variant, means it started at birth.
From the evening of April 8th until our appointment with Dr. Iglesias on April 10th, I read everything I could about Rett Syndrome. While I felt devastated and deflated of the hope that no-diagnosis provided, I took some comfort in a few things: Retts isn't that rare; it's one in every 10,000 to 20,000. The foundation, the IRSF, is very well established and the research has come a long way; they're in Phase Two of some clinical trials. The community through the IRSF is tremendous. I felt comforted by being amongst a large group of parents.
That quickly changed when we sat down in Dr. Iglesias' office. Josie's disorder is crazy rare. She presents similar to Retts, yes, but FOXG1 is different, there are 93 known children with it in the world.
Josie's mutation was caused by what's known as a "missense" mutation of her gene. Basically that means that two letters in the gene code were flip-flopped. And of the 93 kids with FOXg1 known worldwide at this point, so far, we only know of one other with the same gene type of mutation.
Rich and I are not carriers. She didn't get this from us, she likely created it herself at conception. It's possible it was in either the egg or the sperm and that is why it wasn't found in our genome tests, but it is more likely that it started within Josie. Genetic disorders have to start somewhere. And it is very unlikely to have anything to do with Josie being IVF. It is truly no ones fault.
We sat in the doctor's office and received the worst news a parent could possibly get. He said he wants us to know what to be prepared for so we can have everything Josie needs.
He said seizures are very likely. Although she has been tested four times for seizures and all tests were negative, we believe the "attacks" she has are seizure related. She has two types of attacks that we named her "eye attacks," which happen daily, and the "bad attacks," which (knock on wood) we have not seen in more than a week. I will get into those in another post. Mind you, there are FOXG1 kids without seizures.
I believe Dr. Iglesias wanted to paint the worst-case-scenario for us, or at least just tell us what he knows from the not-so-many kids who have this. He said she may stay right where she is for a few years, but eventually her muscles will start to tighten and it might become harder to swallow, perhaps breathe, and move. She may need a peg tube in her belly to stay nourished. And he told us one day we may even consider an assisted living place for her if around-the-clock care is too difficult to manage at home. Well, that's not happening. And we'll cross that bridge IF we come to it. The worst words ever uttered to my face came when I asked what her life expectancy is and he said, maybe teens. But since then, I've read about FOXG1 kids in their 20s.
There is much more to tell about this syndrome and this blog will continue to be the place where I do.
I don't know if I can ever express how I feel. It's a wave of so many emotions - some, there are no words for. Sleeping is difficult; I've been feeling faint and foggy; I'm overcome with a sadness unlike anything I've ever known before. I'm exhausted and for the first time in my life I don't know if I can stay strong. I just want to protect my children. I want to protect Tanner from feeling how Rich and I feel. Tanner has such a beautiful view of his baby sister. He knows things are harder for her, but he is positive. He always says things like, "When Josie talks, she's going to say..." Or, "When Josie walks, she's going to play with my toys." I want to protect her from pain. I want to help her, help her, help her. I have this overwhelming energy to make a difference - this feeling of knowing that I can do something to help.
Our precious, smiling, laughing, beautiful baby girl has a real syndrome that will make life very difficult for her. I don't think I will ever accept the dismal prognosis. In my heart I don't believe it. They haven't seen Josie yet. I've always said this will be Josie's story to tell one day and I will hold on to that belief. I have to. And I ask anyone else thinking of Josie to do the same. Please keep positive thoughts for her. She's only two (and almost a half) years old and she has parents and family who will stop at nothing for her.
No matter what Josie does or doesn't do, we couldn't love her more. She brings pure joy to this world and in our eyes she is perfect.
Some pictures:
Josie with her biggest fan, Macy!
Wild hair - don't care.
Trying on glasses!
She is amazingly cute!!! My son also has Fox G1. We just found out. But he is 10 years old and we have been looking for a reason for his disability for 9 years, so it was exciting for us to finally find out why he is.. the way he is. We didn't know if it was someone's "fault" and we are glad that it is not anyone's fault. At the same time I have been feeling sad and overwhelmed and sometimes devastated since he was diagnosed with cerebral palsy at age 1. Just wanted to say how adorable she is, and she is holding her head up like a champ!!
ReplyDeleteShe is amazingly cute!!! My son also has Fox G1. We just found out. But he is 10 years old and we have been looking for a reason for his disability for 9 years, so it was exciting for us to finally find out why he is.. the way he is. We didn't know if it was someone's "fault" and we are glad that it is not anyone's fault. At the same time I have been feeling sad and overwhelmed and sometimes devastated since he was diagnosed with cerebral palsy at age 1. Just wanted to say how adorable she is, and she is holding her head up like a champ!!
ReplyDeleteHI my name is shelly stone and we are in Texas. My son Hudson is 4 years old and has just been confirmed a FOXG1 syndrome diagnosis. I am at a loss for words and hope. Your sweet Josie is the exact face of joy and laughter my son has. They are identical. I know this sounds a bit forward or crazy, but i would do anything to meet you and sweet Josie just to know somebody else sharing this trial..this journey. Our God is big and he is working to do amazing things in our lives. Hopefully he will allow us to meet, or visit on the phone for a time. YOu are extradionary the way you share your story, your life, your sweet Josie. I am in awe of your unconditional love and faithfulness. Thank you for sharing our story. So grateful to have found you
ReplyDeleteHI my name is shelly stone and we are in Texas. My son Hudson is 4 years old and has just been confirmed a FOXG1 syndrome diagnosis. I am at a loss for words and hope. Your sweet Josie is the exact face of joy and laughter my son has. They are identical. I know this sounds a bit forward or crazy, but i would do anything to meet you and sweet Josie just to know somebody else sharing this trial..this journey. Our God is big and he is working to do amazing things in our lives. Hopefully he will allow us to meet, or visit on the phone for a time. YOu are extradionary the way you share your story, your life, your sweet Josie. I am in awe of your unconditional love and faithfulness. Thank you for sharing our story. So grateful to have found you
ReplyDeleteHi, My name is Mechelle Sutton , and my son Ben was diagnosed with foxg1 last year. He will be nine next month. He is our precious angel and has taught us so much , just like Josie has taught you things you would have never known before we entered this world of 'special needs' . The way I think of Ben to get me through the heartache and horrible pain of watching him suffer so many seizures, is to remember that there are few people in the world like him . Josie and Ben will never say an unkind word, or even have an unkind thought. They will never know the feeling of hatred, or wanting to hurt something or someone. They are indeed the most special little people in the world. God bless you and Josie.
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ReplyDeleteHi there, I work as a Nanny to a little guy who has foxg1. He just turned 9 yrs old and I met them when he was turning 3yrs old. He is the sunshine of our life! He's perfect and beautiful. He has a loving family with a couple siblings. They are a huge gift to him. We are out here in CA. and will leave the details at that since I'm not his parent. I just want to send love and hope to you and your family. I have learned...experienced that words really are not necessary to communicate and that when he smiles, it's by far the warmest and most sincere smile you will ever witness. I know how fortunate I am to know him. Be sure to take good care of yourself.
With love and Aloha, Christine
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